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Animals are unpredictable things, and so our life is unpredictable. It's a long tale of little triumphs and disasters and you've got to really like it to stick it.
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A Vet Story

Stories, tales and general rambling of a Vet Student at the Royal Veterinary College, London who took the long route to get there.
Alison. 22. RVC 3rd Year, ex G+T.

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Wednesday, 18 May 2011
Unsure and unwise decisions

So, I'm writing this well after midnight on my blackberry. Things have been hectic to say the least. Placements went ok over easter. I loved the wildlife park - assisted a camel birth of all things. Lambing was ok, but I caught orf,developed a secondary bacterial infection and an immune reaction called erythema multiforme and ended up hospitalised in University College Hospital for 4 days and missed the whole cardiovascular module at uni.
Bollocks isn't the word for it.

And to add to it, to top off all the work I did I still failed the ICA by a mark. I can't understand it I try so hard revising yet nothing comes of it I'm still useless and I still can't do it.

I think the enormity of how little I know has hit me, in 7 weeks its our final exams and to be honest I'm expecting a massive fail and resits. As if I'll ever pass. I'm starting to think all this is too much for me, I can't do it. And maybe I made the wrong decision to pursue my dream?

Speaking to student support tomorrow so I'm hoping that may possibly clear things up for me and make things easier. Probably not though.


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